{ originally written August 30th, 2012 }
Took another test early this morning, another albeit faint but still very there positive. It started to show up right away this time and I am still in complete disbelief that we are actually pregnant.  |
| top 9dpo (bit darker as it dried) bottom 10dpo |
Today I will call my obstetrician's office to book an appointment to confirm our pregnancy and possibly schedule the early ultrasound we discussed to rule out a subsequent ectopic pregnancy. For two years I've walked into his office as we worked through the ectopic pregnancy and then the fertility struggles, this will be the long awaited first time I'll walk into his office pregnant.
Which now that we're here I'm already so worried about this pregnancy, I'm high risk and there are so many things that could go wrong - more specifically a second placental abruption. I'm trying to remind myself that whatever happens will happen and that I deserve to love and enjoy this pregnancy afterall, despite the risks that may lie ahead we still have as good a chance as any to bring home our happy and healthy baby.
Did I mention? May 2013 you can come along as quickly as you would like ;)
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