The truth is I'm probably a little bit of a POAS addict.. anyone scratching their heads? Yeah, I'd probably still be peeing on tests if I had an unlimited access to them. Some scoff at this idea, "you're pregnant, leave it alone" but that little reminder that our baby is still okay is every bit of relief that you could imagine. I've been through my share of loss and while I know I have little control in it, I deserve comfort in my worry the same that those who are blissfully unaware find comfort in that (which I've mentioned before isn't a bad thing! just isn't me anymore).
Six positives, symptoms still giving me a beating and a little confidence that this is our time get me through the days. 33 weeks and some change before we are holding our sweet baby, I can't wait for May.
ETA: What? thought 'Truth is Tuesday's' ended when I got my positive? It probably wont be every Tuesday anymore, but I am planning for once a month at least.
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