3 Years TTC

I can't recall the date but I know that February marks the beginning of our trying to conceive journey; Three years ago, my sweet husband and I decided we would begin trying to conceive our next baby. We were so careful, after loosing our precious son a year and a few months before, to make sure that we were both truly ready to try again. With two early losses thrown into the mix, I can't believe that three years ago we decided to try again and yet, three years later we are still hoping and praying for our baby.

Sometimes I can't believe it, sometimes I feel as if I must be dreaming this struggle because it doesn't make sense that two perfectly healthy people struggle this much to have a baby. But here we are, three years later, I am still somewhat hopeful and I feel like this year may be it. Since my miscarriage last fall my body and cycles have changed some and it gives me hope that we will get pregnant soon. I pray it will be soon. 

So, here's to three years and while I hope that we won't hit the four year mark but if we do I know that there is still a lot of fight left in us and so many options still available. Three years in and I am not ready to give up.