Last weekend I cried over the fact that
my sweet husband, while I played across the room with our 3 year old
niece, gushed that I will be a wonderful Mom. It wasn't because I don't hear such things, over the last three
years we have been very open about our struggles trying and have
both received on numerous occasions what I consider the biggest compliment “you're going
to be an amazing Mom/Dad” from our loved ones
but it melted my heart to find out that my husband felt so strongly
about me like that to share his feelings. I have struggled so much in
the past seeing Dyl be this amazing Uncle to our nieces and nephews and feel unable to give him the baby he is so obviously ready for, there isn't a part of me that doesn't believe in that he will be a
wonderful Dad. I know we are both so ready to begin this chapter in
our lives, I know we are ready to become parents here in this world
and I pray that we will soon see an end to this proverbial storm in
the coming months.
Anyway, onto a little cycle update?
Although we intended to continue to actively ttc this cycle, we seem
to have taken a break and I can't say I am disappointed with that. It
has been such a difficult month for me and I can't imagine adding in
the stress and pressure of actively trying or the inevitable break
down over another negative test when I am already trying to dig
myself out of the mess of emotions that came with May 2013. So I am
somewhere in my two week wait, my next cycle is due June 2nd
and we see my obstetrician on the 4th, I am eager to see
what this will mean for my next cycle and what July could possibly
hold for us (PLEASE BE A POSITIVE PREGNANCY TEST PLEASE!).
xo, Anne.
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