& We're 2-0

This month along with Clomid I thought I would try my hand at charting (I'm working on a post with charting information). When we got pregnant with the ectopic (our second pregnancy) it was our first month trying and I just upped my body awareness. Since we were semi-successful then with just a little body awareness along with my obstetrician confirming ovulation I figured charting and keeping track of everything was as close to a guarantee as I could get. Everything on my chart looked great, until my temperature dropped the day before my expected period but despite that I blindly hoped we were pregnant anyway maybe I was reading it wrong? Maybe, maybe, maybe. Yes, you read that right. I actually wasted money on a pregnancy test that even the lady behind the counter could have told me would be negative. I cried all day and felt so sorry for myself, money wasted and our second round on Clomid was a failure with only one more round left.

I'm coming around, but its hard not to feel down at the moment.