"How many times can I break & not shatter"
Another pregnancy announcement, not my own, the first since our miscarriage and with only a month between what would have been ours & what is theirs - my heart is struggling to keep itself together. I know ultimately I will pull myself up off the cold & hard pavement, I will stand & brush the darkness & dirt from myself and find somewhere within me the strength to face this but today and these last days, and as I suspect in the upcoming weeks/months/years this is far too heavy for myself to carry. I know in someway I can do this, I know somehow I am strong enough and that Heavenly Father has a plan for us - for me, I know he hasn't abandoned me, I know he isn't punishing me, I know that he knows I am strong enough.
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